寂寞

It is ４am now
but I haven't felt any sleepy yet
what wrong with me??
haiz~~
get this chance update my blog la...
long time did't update blog already
LAZY??~[I think so]~

Yesterday morning just done my MUET
Reading paper still ok...
but I don't enough time to draw my answer
when the examiner said~TIME"S UP!!!
omg!!! I just started to daw answer only..
at that time I was scare till whole body trembling
Writing paper...
Question 1..still can la...
Question 2...quite funy question...
[In an arranged marriange,the choice of husband/wife is made by parents or elders. What do you think of this practice in today's society? Discuss]
brainstorm at that time...OOOooooo...........
Listening paper...
more worse....=(
haiz......
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～我寂寞寂寞就好～
当寂寞涌上心头时，
该怎么把它赶走呢？
想找人聊聊～
却发现～
我却找不到一个能聊的
内向的人，是不是会逐渐失去朋友呢？
我想找你。。。
可是你好像很忙
我才发现我已经几天没想你了
是个很好的开始吗？
我想是吧～
至少我能以平常心面对你！＝）

想念❤

夜已深~

静静的夜里

又想起你了

原以为

不会再对你的

一字一句

一举一动

有任何反应

哪知

到头来

还是会有点...

我

害怕

深夜

总觉得

有种

无尽的寂寞

袭向我

我无法

面对

黑漆漆的世界

总希望

有个人

能陪陪我

可是

有时却会

喜欢

深夜

因为
在那时候

就算

流泪了

也会是

安全

的

Mood

Different mood for this week~

Sad!~X(
Last week, my result was came out
Although psychologically prepared before
But still cried in the end
When I log in and saw my result
at that moment my heart was broken already
Result all DROPPED!!!
MY First class was gone!!!
All gone!!!
Did't I hardworking for last sem??
Why will like that??ToT
Felt sorry~
Now just felt REGRET also USELESS!!!!

Unbelievable HappY!!!~X)
I never thought that I will be added to that group
Maybe it just a normal thing for other people
But I felt shocked!!!
After graduate..we seldom met and chatted
When saw that..I realy felt happy and shock~
Thanks for all!!!~=)

一句话

原来一句话的影响力会是那么的大

你从来都不曾对我说出那句话

当看见你对其他人说出那句话时

我的心情会变得那么的down

或许我们之间已不如以前吧!

MUET~Speaking TEst~

Started a new sem..a new trimester
next sem will be my training
why the time gone so fast??
Take 5 subject for this sem
Business LAw
E-Commerce
Introduction to Investment
Organization Behavior
Operation Managent
why this subject all???
gonna die again~

Having my MUET Speaking test this morning
11am arrive the waiting room
the time past minute by minute
tik...tok...tik..tok...
Group1...2...
12.30pm turn group 3
my mind full of nervous
1pm...turn me~><[Bless Me!](Pray for god)
half an hour there don't know what I'm talking about
finally finish all~
This time Speaking test sure DIED!!!!haiz~
should study hard for next three test le

Accustomed to the warmth of home
now alone at hostel..got a little bit not used
MISS Mum
MISS my mum food
MISS my aunt baby
MISS my sweet home
Now already think that when will be my mid term break again~
haha...just started study...already think the holiday le

Should I continue my degree at Penang??
Many question mark inside my mind~
can someone help me settle it??
haiz~

❤朋友❤

朋友一生一起走 那些日子不再有
一句话 一辈子 一生情 一杯酒
历史性的一天
10月10日10年
多想与我最爱的朋友们一起
相聚一堂

我知道我并不是一个很好的朋友
所以总不受某些朋友的欢迎
总在想到底是为什么
但总想不出原因
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Holiday leave 1 week only
next tuesday will be my MUET speaking test
don't know want how to do it
so scare I can't pass then want take again
haiz~~

❤SuKi❤

我的部落格换了个新装啦！嘻嘻~

全以蓝色为主！（我的最爱）

有人说，蓝色是代表忧郁（较伤感的颜色）

或许这应验了我这个人吧!

双鱼的第一：心软，多疑，爱胡思乱想

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或许习惯一个人久了

对某些事情都会有些不同

喜欢一个人躲在角落

喜欢一个人看着窗外

喜欢聆听些伤感的歌

朋友也会越来越重要

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前两天在FB看到一篇日志

[有一种朋友喜欢却不能动情]

说得没错!

有些东西会比爱情恒久，

更值得我去追求

因为喜欢这篇日志

喜欢里面淡淡的纯纯的爱

喜欢这种很事实却没有伤害的情

喜欢两个人在一起无话不说的友情

也不知什么时候开始发现它的重要

或许真正能一直陪在身边的 没有伤害的

就只有亲情和友情吧~

我一直都是个幸福的孩子

有我最爱的家人

很幸运的拥有很多好朋友

我想现在要做的就是

把书读好

好好的为自己的未来做打算

好好的用自己的双手养活自己

再照顾好我的家人

与我的好朋友们保持好关系

对我来说

那就足够了!^^v