Monday, November 29, 2010

无聊的周末

又过了一个周末
这三天的活动只有
吃饱睡~睡饱吃
等着发胖吧!
想发信息找你聊
把手放在键盘上
又收回来了
不知为什么~
就算心理想发信息给你
可是我还是停下来了
我终究还是被忽略了
对吗?
该有什么感觉呢?
应该是麻痹了吧!
已经习惯了!
所以~
就算选择离开
对你们而言并不代表什么
而我
到最后
只有眼泪陪在身边.......
再过几天就放假了
一个星期的假期
该怎么玩呢?
呆在家陪陪家人吧!

Friday, November 26, 2010

时间

当我在期待时

总是觉得它来的太慢

当我在回想时

总是觉得它去的太快

如果不去在乎它
一瞬间
它就会在眼前消失

有时 它似魔鬼
令人讨厌
有时 却似天使
蛮值得留恋
毕竟 它是生命的起源
没它 人生也将到终点


我们只不过是它的过客
当随着它前去时
往往会遇到
甜酸苦辣的事


过去。现在。未来
过去 是个回忆

现在 应该珍惜
未来 只是个谜


如果可以
我希望
时间能倒流
回到那个时候
当时的那个moment
现在你的世界里
不知还会有我的存在吗?
~那一天 那一个瞬间~
我会记在心里
记住只属于我俩的moment


Monday, November 15, 2010

寂寞

It is 4am now
but I haven't felt any sleepy yet
what wrong with me??
haiz~~
get this chance update my blog la...
long time did't update blog already
LAZY??~[I think so]~

Yesterday morning just done my MUET
Reading paper still ok...
but I don't enough time to draw my answer
when the examiner said~TIME"S UP!!!
omg!!! I just started to daw answer only..
at that time I was scare till whole body trembling
Writing paper...
Question 1..still can la...
Question 2...quite funy question...
[In an arranged marriange,the choice of husband/wife is made by parents or elders. What do you think of this practice in today's society? Discuss]
brainstorm at that time...OOOooooo...........
Listening paper...
more worse....=(
haiz......
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~我寂寞寂寞就好~
当寂寞涌上心头时,
该怎么把它赶走呢?
想找人聊聊~
却发现~
我却找不到一个能聊的
内向的人,是不是会逐渐失去朋友呢?
我想找你。。。
可是你好像很忙
我才发现我已经几天没想你了
是个很好的开始吗?
我想是吧~
至少我能以平常心面对你!=)

Thursday, October 28, 2010

想念❤

夜已深~
静静的夜里
又想起你了
原以为
不会再对你的
一字一句
一举一动
有任何反应
哪知
到头来
还是会有点...



我
害怕
深夜
总觉得
有种
无尽的寂寞
袭向我
我无法
面对
黑漆漆的世界
总希望
有个人
能陪陪我

可是
有时却会
喜欢
深夜
因为
在那时候
就算
流泪了
也会是
安全
的

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Mood

Different mood for this week~

Sad!~X(
Last week, my result was came out
Although psychologically prepared before
But still cried in the end
When I log in and saw my result
at that moment my heart was broken already
Result all DROPPED!!!
MY First class was gone!!!
All gone!!!
Did't I hardworking for last sem??
Why will like that??ToT
Felt sorry~
Now just felt REGRET also USELESS!!!!

Unbelievable HappY!!!~X)
I never thought that I will be added to that group
Maybe it just a normal thing for other people
But I felt shocked!!!
After graduate..we seldom met and chatted
When saw that..I realy felt happy and shock~
Thanks for all!!!~=)

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

一句话

原来一句话的影响力会是那么的大

你从来都不曾对我说出那句话

当看见你对其他人说出那句话时

我的心情会变得那么的down

或许我们之间已不如以前吧!

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

MUET~Speaking TEst~

Started a new sem..a new trimester
next sem will be my training
why the time gone so fast??
Take 5 subject for this sem
Business LAw
E-Commerce
Introduction to Investment
Organization Behavior
Operation Managent
why this subject all???
gonna die again~

Having my MUET Speaking test this morning
11am arrive the waiting room
the time past minute by minute
tik...tok...tik..tok...
Group1...2...
12.30pm turn group 3
my mind full of nervous
1pm...turn me~><[Bless Me!](Pray for god)
half an hour there don't know what I'm talking about
finally finish all~
This time Speaking test sure DIED!!!!haiz~
should study hard for next three test le

Accustomed to the warmth of home
now alone at hostel..got a little bit not used
MISS Mum
MISS my mum food
MISS my aunt baby
MISS my sweet home
Now already think that when will be my mid term break again~
haha...just started study...already think the holiday le

Should I continue my degree at Penang??
Many question mark inside my mind~
can someone help me settle it??
haiz~